Kyodi Tae: Yes, I am *really* am from Korea. Why do you ask so incredulously?
bookmark21: I - well - so much hype on the net
bookmark21: Are you there now?
Kyodi Tae: So much hype on the net? What do you mean?
bookmark21: I mean it is hard to believe what you read about people. Do you live in Korea? There now?
Kyodi Tae: Yes. In Korea. Seoul, to be exact.
bookmark21: WOW!
Kyodi Tae: I don't understand what's so damn cool about it, but hey...
bookmark21: What TIME is it there? Middle of the night?
Kyodi Tae: Yeah, about that.
bookmark21: And - um - you are er, 12?
Kyodi Tae: Yes. Why is this so difficult for you to believe?
bookmark21: I've never talked with a Korean 12 year old, is all. . .(If I am keeping you away from other stuff, let me know and I'll go)
Kyodi Tae: Are you male, 21, and you apparently live in the United States to be so amazed by the Korean Time Zone?
bookmark21: Um male and - er - 50.
Kyodi Tae: You apparently read my profile, and no one comes to me without the intense desire for cybersex.
Kyodi Tae: Sweet! You're 50!? That's so awesome!
Kyodi Tae: God, I love older men.
bookmark21: Well, I'm a bit of a virgin cybersex, and dont know if I have an intense desire, but. . .
Kyodi Tae: ....you're looking to try it out on me?
bookmark21: (I actually read your profile under "Buddhism)? I wouldnt know what to do - why do you like it?
Kyodi Tae: Why do I like sex? Um, ... if you don't know, maybe you should be looking elsewhere...
bookmark21: Ha! I mean why cyber sex - also, isnt 12 a bit young for any kind of sex?
Kyodi Tae: Not really. Not when you started when you're 9.
bookmark21: Wow. Do you enjoy it?
bookmark21: Cyber sex, I mean.
Kyodi Tae: And for cybersex, it's fun and safe. Safer than getting raped in the back alleyway behind some nameless restaurant in the slums of Seoul.
Kyodi Tae: Typically, I enjoy it, as long as the guy knows what he's doing...
bookmark21: Ah is that what happened at age 9?
bookmark21: How does a guy know what he's doing?
Kyodi Tae: Sort of. Except it was behind a restaurant.
bookmark21: I am so sorry.
Kyodi Tae: Have you ever had sex?
bookmark21: Yes.
bookmark21: Not cyber.
Kyodi Tae: Ok, then with cybersex you simply type in whatever you would want to do to the other person if they were actually there in front of you, and they typically type back.
bookmark21: Oh.
bookmark21: Um.
Kyodi Tae: The more graphically detailed you are in your description of your actions, the better it is for the other person.
Kyodi Tae: That way, they can get a better mental image of what's going on, which aids them in their masturbation.
bookmark21: I figured so. What do you like?
Kyodi Tae: That's why cybersex can take so long sometimes. Most men I've cyber'd with end up typing with one hand, so it takes over twice as long.
Kyodi Tae: What do I like? Well, anything. I'm so open-minded about sex these days, I would probably shock and offend you.
bookmark21: I looked at your photo. You are a very cute girl.
Kyodi Tae: Hey, thanks a lot. I appreciate that. Most men that fuck me just call me bitch, slap me around a little, throw me face-first against the headboard, and rape me from behind. It's kinda better that way, so I don't have to look at them, but the nosebleeds get annoying after a while.
bookmark21: That doesnt sound like cyber sex. You mean "real" men?
Kyodi Tae: Yes, "real" men, though I don't understand the need for quotation marks there.
bookmark21: (It also sounds a bit more like rape. . .)
Kyodi Tae: Men who fuck me in real life.
Kyodi Tae: Is that more clear?
bookmark21: (quotes only to distinquish from cyber men, who are real too. . .)
bookmark21: Yup.
bookmark21: Are you a prostitute?
Kyodi Tae: A real man wouldn't treat me that way, but given the caliber of men in Seoul sometimes, I'll take what I can get.
bookmark21: I hope I didnt offend.
Kyodi Tae: Prostitute - not really so much a prostitute as much as a 12yr old forced into a life of prepaid sex by her crack-whore mother who desperately sells her own and her daughter's body for the next fix.
bookmark21: are you chatting with other men now, too? - and is that exciting?
Kyodi Tae: No other men right now. I believe it's still early in the United States, which is where most of the men I talk to are from.
bookmark21: what did you do this evening?
Kyodi Tae: Though, I've cyber'd with the best of Ireland, Saudi Arabia, the United Arab Emirates, Qatar, and even Indonesia.
Kyodi Tae: I had sex with six men, gave fourteen blowjobs, ate dinner, played with my dollies, studied for school, and now I'm talking to you to escape the crack-ridden reality that has become my life.
bookmark21: What is the name of your school? (You had a busy life, girlie!)
Kyodi Tae: Um, do you know Korean at all?
bookmark21: A tiny bit - try me?
Kyodi Tae: The name of my school is in Korean, but the closest translation I can think of is Dragon Sea Elementary. I don't think that's exactly accurate, but it's close.
bookmark21: How did you learn to speak english?
Kyodi Tae: Korean has words and phrases that don't translate well to English.
Kyodi Tae: My daddy was an American soldier.
bookmark21: Is he living with you?
Kyodi Tae: No, my daddy's dead.
bookmark21: So sorry - how'd he die?
Kyodi Tae: He was killed by the Yakuza. Do you know them?
bookmark21: No. Please explain.
Kyodi Tae: Do you know the Italian mob?
bookmark21: Yes.
Kyodi Tae: Like the Godfather and stuff?
bookmark21: Yup.
Kyodi Tae: Well, the Yakuza is the Japanese equivalent, but they're so much more brutal.
Kyodi Tae: The Yakuza makes the Mafioso look like kittens suckling at their mother's teat.
bookmark21: Why did they kill him?
Kyodi Tae: I'm not sure. Mommy says he was working for them, shipping weapons from American military caches, but no one has ever confirmed that.
bookmark21: What are your dreams for your own future?
Kyodi Tae: I want to be an astronaut.
bookmark21: What is your favorite subject at school?
Kyodi Tae: To fly among the stars as free as a bird, to be away from this Earth where its inhabitants torture each other mercilessly with the cruel weapons they have devised for money, power, or sport.
Kyodi Tae: My favorite subject is probably physics.
bookmark21: You write very well, you should be a writer.
Kyodi Tae: Thank you. Before my mother turned to narcotics, we used to compose poetry and stories together. Then, daddy died, and the crack addiction started.
bookmark21: How is it you still have a place to live?
Kyodi Tae: Mommy charges a lot more for me then before to let the men fuck me. I've actually started bringing in quite a lot of money, slinging my ass for anyone who wants it.
Kyodi Tae: Practice makes perfect, or so they say.
bookmark21: How is it you like cyber when all you do is sex? I would think you would want a break!
Kyodi Tae: I do. My break is for when I write my stories and my poems, mostly when mommy's asleep or coming down off of the crack.
bookmark21: Oh I would love to see your stories and poems!
Kyodi Tae: Cyber is just a way to let me believe there are real gentlemen left in the world, and not just the ones who use nipple clamps.
bookmark21: (ouch!)
Kyodi Tae: Nipple clamps aren't so bad as the electrified ones. It's a shocking experience, if you don't mind the pun.
Kyodi Tae: Are you a gentleman?
bookmark21: I see. I suppose I am, although we are never as wonderful as we believe ourselves to be.
Kyodi Tae: Yes, we are. We are creations of God, and we are beautiful.
bookmark21: So you believe in God? Are there any other pictures of you on the web?
Kyodi Tae: None other than the one you have already seen. Mommy is stingy with the digital camera - always using it to support her porn website. At least that brings in a lot of money, too. Now we can afford this InterNet connection.
bookmark21: Your mother has a porn website?
Kyodi Tae: Yes, but I don't know the address. She says she's embarrassed of me looking at her naked. That's why she won't tagteam with me anymore when the men ask. It's all one-on-one sex from now on. I don't understand - she's really a beautiful woman when she's not all cracked out.
Kyodi Tae: I wish I could help her with the crack, but I'm only 12, you know?
bookmark21: There are treatment centers.
Kyodi Tae: Perhaps in the US, but in Korea, the government doesn't fund anything like that.
Kyodi Tae: Would you bring my mommy to the US and help her
Kyodi Tae: ?
bookmark21: I dont mean government - but private.
Kyodi Tae: Please? I'll have sex with you forever.
bookmark21: Sweet. There is nothing I can do, but you could save some $$ for that and bring her yourself.
Kyodi Tae: Almost all the money we make goes for crack.
Kyodi Tae: How can we save it?
Kyodi Tae: And I can't have sex with you unless I'm in the US.
bookmark21: You could keep some you made.
Kyodi Tae: I've tried that, but mommy always finds it.
Kyodi Tae: And mommy gets all the money upfront anyway.
bookmark21: Hide it better. I think I would not want to have sex with a 12 year old, I'm afraind.
Kyodi Tae: Then why did you fucking IM me? I've been fucking pouring my heart out to you in hopes that you would get me off!
Kyodi Tae: Now, fucking eat my pussy or something!
bookmark21: wow. . .
Kyodi Tae: Wow what?
bookmark21: Your words.
Kyodi Tae: What about them? Are they too strong for you? Do not like strong women?
bookmark21: I am also enjoying learning about you - aren't you enjoying talking about yourself?
Kyodi Tae: Not at all. I want you to talk about violating my young, tight pussy.
Kyodi Tae: Doesn't that sound good to you?
Kyodi Tae: Mmmm.
bookmark21: I am not interested in 12 year olds for sex, although you are cute and sexy.
Kyodi Tae: If you don't like 12yr old sex, then why in God's Name did you IM me? Everyone who ever IMs me wants cybersex, and I think you do too. Now, if you don't start fucking my brains out here soon, I'm going to go crazy and slit my mother's throat where she lays.
Kyodi Tae: NOW FUCK ME ALREADY!
bookmark21: I am going to go. I've enjoyed your creative writing. . .
Kyodi Tae: Creative is exactly what it was, too.
Kyodi Tae: Ass.
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